June 21, 2015
always you are in memory…
a man who give life to me
who give me the courages to persue my dream
who encourage me to think critically and persue knowledge
who teach us women is equal beings
who grant me the freedom to seek justice
my father is a lay man
but he is the most beautiful soul for his children and wife
his love is as deep as ocean and as vast as sky!
his humanity and kindness virtue always be our reminder
to be kind,compassion and humane
May 26, 2015
the disasters and tragedies had taught us and revealed the truth of the vulnerability of human life, nature and impermanence of the existence.
these happenings started to show the true crisis of the human society today that we cannot afford anymore to think/act selfishness and greediness as our mission of life.
these tragedies taught us to be truly mindful, love and compassion in whatever we are doing in life .It can bring so much benefits to all.
May 26, 2015
The constant feeling of never ever feel enough. Even we are actually not lacking of anything. This why get people into depression. In this world.
Material inequality do exist that cause the poor live in anxiety and fears of hungers.
In the same times, another group of people who have too much that led to their poverty of mind- the mind that never ever feel enough n getting depress over their possession not accumulated further.
This modern mental poverty caused so much of depression and aggression in society. To eliminate this disease is to enable them understand enough is enough. All these possession never ever can go into the grave with us.
January 2, 2015
May year 2015 will bring a truly joyful year that is filled with abundance of love, compassion and kindness in everyone heart.
Year 2014 is a very unforgettable year.
Malaysia started the year 2014 with tragedy of MH 370, then end the year with another tragedy of another flight and the worst flood in the history.
However, the disasters and tragedies had taught us and revealed the truth of the vulnerability of human life, nature and impermanence of the existence.
These happenings started to show the true crisis of the human society today that we cannot afford anymore to think/act selfishness and greediness as our mission of life. These tragedies taught us to be truly mindful, love and compassion in whatever we are doing in life .It can bring so much benefits to all.
May all share the common contemplation of learning from these lessons and resolute to embark to a new year 2015 with more loving, compassion,kindness and mindful mind,heart and action that can bring the true joy to all living beings on this earth and universe.
November 28, 2014
If we use ego , our judgement will rule our mind. the judgement lead us to interprate happenings and perceptions on others. most time its merely our own conceptual belief and self make belief. the same for others towards us. how we perceives things lead us to different outcome of happenings and results in life.
some people choose the positive. some people choose the negative one.
the result of the outcome is all rest upon us.
November 28, 2014
we talk about impermanence a lots and seems to be understood it.
yet when the impermanence comes to us with its always surprise way
that’s the times truly test us whether we merely understand it or truly embrace it.
embrace it just like the weather. when rains, we stay home and use umbrella. when sun is hot, we cover our head. when the weather is pleasant, we joyfully embrace the shine. all these guide us to embrace the impermanence and yet not holding it. we cannot change the conditions ripening and ceasing. yet to realise all are momental -impermanence.
our emotions and thought as well impermanence.
October 26, 2014
one day when i visited the Ayurveda clinic, an Indian lady patient next to me with very sad, sour and complaint voices told the staff: ” aiyo again these medicine ! i hate it, it is so bitter!!! i really hate it”
the medicine just like poison for her.
then i spoke to her : are you unwell?
she said: yes, i have the stomach digestion problem but came here for 3 years still not heal.
i told her again: are u Hindu?
she said: yes
i said: ” ok. when u take this medicine- you must be joyful and imagine this medicine like the nectar blessings from your god. they are giving you the blessing life nectar to heal you”
she stared at me for sometimes
then she said: ” are you a counselor? can i talk to you and have your phone?”
I didn’t response to her request but wish her well.
i saw her walked away and her heavy energy on her shoulder and body.
she must be having very disturbed mind that caused her body in such depressive state. her mind cannot accept to be healed even the herbs try to heal her body.
indeed it is hard for anyone especially for doctor when the patient is not really ready to be healed.the medicine cannot work when the mind is not wanting to be healed.
October 26, 2014
when we are facing illness, we tend to battle with the so called disease which we regard as our “enemies”.
However, the underline habitual emotions, state of mind-patterns of thoughts and habitual life style are those subtle factors lead to the illness.
In the same times we battle to the sickness and also attach firmly to those habitual emotions, lifestyle, thoughts that lead to the imbalance of our body, mind and spirits that lead to emerging of the body illness as the result.
In the process of getting healed- the aryur doctor told me the first sentence:
“You are your own real healer. Only you heal yourself. The herbs, treatment or doctor is only the guide of your search of recovering”